I feel great today, I haven't

eaten anything :) and im going to do exercises soon

and im actually excited to do them lol! sad i know.

But I feel like I have my control back.

and I have missed it so much!

Tomorrow im going to fast..

Ive also got a class to go to 

country training thing at 12:30 which is a big

step for me I think, because its with other people

and i haven't socialised with people my ages for a long time lol.

But ive decided im going to wake up early and I WILL go buy some scales,

i know ive said this 100000000 times before, but I mean it. I don know how ive lasted

with out scales for so long, but i need them now. I need to see how much im loosing.

Im so bored right now, waiting for x factor!

there's not many posts today.......

hope everyone's ok!

eurgh i havent been sleeping well for ages,

and its starting to show, dark circles under my eyes

GOD i hate them, its making me even more paranoid. 

Nothing will cover them up.

Just want to say a big thank you too ALL of you who commented

on my last post about my profile picture it made me feel so much better.

and it made me smile for the first time day!

I really love you guys so much, and im getting more followers each day.

So a big HELLO! to my new followers.

Ive just started shakingf, 

]:S im not sure why......

my hands are freezing, im freezing..

my stomach is so mad at me right now lol.

But it will be happier in the end :) 

when its nice and thin.

OMG

mom's just texted me (from downstairs lol)

asking me if i want any apple crumble and custard

OHHHHHHHH MY FAVE.

im so tempted.

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Nope not going to ruin this day with REGRET.

Anyway's going to catch up on moreeeeeeeee blogs.

Hope your all doing fine!

Stay strong luvlehs.

x x x x x x x x x 

I love photography,

So i thought i'd add some cute pictures 

that i love, .. Maybe with a few sneaky thinspos ;)