Sunday, 14 November 2010

I feel great today, I haven't
eaten anything :) and im going to do exercises soon
and im actually excited to do them lol! sad i know.
But I feel like I have my control back.
and I have missed it so much!

Tomorrow im going to fast..
Ive also got a class to go to 
country training thing at 12:30 which is a big
step for me I think, because its with other people
and i haven't socialised with people my ages for a long time lol.
But ive decided im going to wake up early and I WILL go buy some scales,
i know ive said this 100000000 times before, but I mean it. I don know how ive lasted
with out scales for so long, but i need them now. I need to see how much im loosing.

Im so bored right now, waiting for x factor!
there's not many posts today.......
hope everyone's ok!

eurgh i havent been sleeping well for ages,
and its starting to show, dark circles under my eyes
GOD i hate them, its making me even more paranoid. 
Nothing will cover them up.

Just want to say a big thank you too ALL of you who commented
on my last post about my profile picture it made me feel so much better.
and it made me smile for the first time day!
I really love you guys so much, and im getting more followers each day.
So a big HELLO! to my new followers.

Ive just started shakingf, 
]:S im not sure why......
my hands are freezing, im freezing..
my stomach is so mad at me right now lol.
But it will be happier in the end :) 
when its nice and thin.

mom's just texted me (from downstairs lol)
asking me if i want any apple crumble and custard
im so tempted.

Nope not going to ruin this day with REGRET.
Anyway's going to catch up on moreeeeeeeee blogs.
Hope your all doing fine!
Stay strong luvlehs.

x x x x x x x x x 

I love photography,
So i thought i'd add some cute pictures 
that i love, .. Maybe with a few sneaky thinspos ;)


  1. there's this really good clinique eye care stuff that i use all the time to get rid of bags, check it outt. and i love photography too, those are really pretty pictures :)

  2. Sorry, I was out of commission for a few days. Your new space is awesome and your profile shot is so pretty!

    Those photos are amazing.

    So glad you had a better day. XXX.


    Aaaand I know how it feels to be tempted... It is the worst because you know that it sounds sooo good but it take a lot of strength to stop yourself and say no ... It is a constant battle between what you want now and what you want in the future... :/

    I am soo proud of you though,
    Feel better and keep up the good work!

  4. beautiful photos :)
    stay away from the crumble girl!!

  5. i havent eaten all day either. yay for us! (: and good luck on the socializing.

    stay lovely. <3

  6. I love this post! I love it so so much. Really, you've made my day. You sound so wonderfully inspired, you've inspired me.
    And I'm slow- I wasn't online over the weekend, but oh my goodness your photo, you are incredibly beautiful You're so, so, lovely. You really, are.
    <3 <3 <3 I hope your lovely mood stays, it suits you :)

  7. quick question dear
    do u no which scales r best like the dinger ones or the digital ones?
    argos has digital for 17 quid im really tempted to buy them coz the scales i have now i dnt know if they work coz the dietitians scales always put like 2 more kgs on :( bad tyms
    anyways well done for the day honey
    ur mums a legde texting u haha my mum still dunt know how to text haha

  8. yay for control, its such a good feeling!!! and yay for a good, successful day :)

    aaaand really pretty pictures!