Hiaaaa gawjus girliesssssssss!
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start.
-Fall for you
SecondHand serenade
Love this song.
fasting for the weekend, saturday and sunday....
its 3:40 and not had anything, tummys rumbling.
I love the sound of my tummy rumbling
I love feeling so cold when im meant to be warm
I love how excited i get when i know ive done well, to weigh my self. even though at the same time im dreading it.
I love the empty feeling before i get into bed.
I love the fact i havent been on my period for ages. (sad I know)
I love all of my followers and i love all there blogs.
I would love to say i love my life. But i dont.
I love reading.
I love drawing.
I love photography.
I LOVE cinnamonbrown's Journal! -
Im feeling good today i think? i say i think because im not sure how i feel happy that my control is back but i feel annoyed that the only thing that is ever on my mind is food, calories, exercise, weighing. I just want to be a normal 16 year old, I want to have my social life back, i want to have my best friend back.
I want alot of things ;)
but the main thing i WANT is to prove everyone wrong, i will be beautiful and thin.
And you girlies have inspired me so much i just want to thank all of you. I really appreciate
all your comments you ever leave me, and all your blogs! I hope your all well. I promise You will all have a comment from me in the next 2 hours! im reading wintergirls atm inbetween reading blogs.
Oh quick question, does anyone have a texting buddy? or emailing buddy etc, i was just woundering if they actually help? cos ive seen people ask for them on pretty thin and stuff but i was thinking, Isent it awkward because the only thing you will be talking about is food? if that makes sense, if i had one i would love to have one to talk to about everything you know, just have normal convos not just about food. Anyway :) Sorry ive blabbered on abit!!
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'Fall For You' is such a good song!
ReplyDelete" Im feeling good today i think? i say i think because im not sure how i feel happy that my control is back but i feel annoyed that the only thing that is ever on my mind is food, calories, exercise, weighing. I just want to be a normal 16 year old, I want to have my social life back, i want to have my best friend back. " --- this, I can relate to so much.
Take care!
xx
glad things are going well for u lovely
ReplyDeleteope the fasting goes ok
th buddy thing b careful i would get too competitive and down but it depends whats best for u :)
i love the girl with the red door
damn i love ur pics :)
much love sweetie
xx
You're sounding so much better, Luv. I'm so happy for you. Thanks for giving me a mention.
ReplyDeleteI think, in our blog community, we have 'fasting buddies', 'diet buddies', and 'exercise buddies' or combinations of the above. You ask someone to fast/diet/execise/combination at the same time as you do, so you don't go through it alone. (does that make sense?)
I'm off Atkins from Monday, the 29th and will gladly 'buddy' with you. Just let me know.
Lotsa love. XXX.
YAY!!! i can post now!! :D wooo...
ReplyDeleteso what i was going to say, was that i have a text buddy, n we use to talk a lot.. now we just check in every once in awhile. I like the idea of having a text buddy that you can talk to about everything though, not just food. And thats what i thought it would be like originally... id love to be your text or email buddy if you wanna test it out? :)
ps, my art blog i just started is : http://lindseyaschulz.blogspot.com/