Friday, 31 December 2010

Happy new year! <3
p.s sorry about the rather long post yesterday lol.

Thursday, 30 December 2010

Is having a give away :) 
ok! so i've lost one follower lol.
hmm. im sorry ive been away for a bit
Ive just been a messssss! 
binge purge binge purge binge binge.

I just didn't know how to write about it,
i didnt want to think about it, so ofc i didnt really wanto write about it.
im sorry. Im so glad this christmas is over, bring on new years.

This year, is going to be my year.. Mine and all of my beautiful followers year, we deserve it.

This year,
1. (obv) Be thin.
2. Try and be happy?
3. Get a job.
4. Learn to drive asap.
5. Become vegetarian/vegan.
6. Get rid of my computer and get a laptop.
7. Sort through my room, out with the old and in with the new!
8. Get my long hair back!!!!!!!!
9.  hmmm ill get back to this list ;)

im inlove
shitfuck-fasfaezvcvx- why? why do i fall for people so easily why have i let him in. Weve been together what? 2 weeks, and were already saying the 'L' word. dyamnnn. this could only end badily right? well i suppose weve known each other for a year? but still!!!! the 'L' word.  I know its real, i thought ive been inlove before but compared to what i feel about a now, no way. The way he touches me.. the way he smiles, the way he tells me im to thin, the way he lies there staring at me, The way he text's me 24/7, The way he is soo beautiful and can do so much better than me.. The way he says 'He would rather watch me, than watch tv', They way he holds me, The way he kisses every bit of my face. I could go on for ages, but i dont want to bore you. Im tempted to put a pic up, but im not going to because if anyone new him that was readin this then got back to him etc. Mehhhh! but he is beautiful. Im doing this for him! He is my motivation now.

Im too scared to weigh my self, i know ive put on because ive come on my period, and i havent been on my period for quite a while. But hey ho, atleast ive got that out of the way.......

I got some barry M nail varnish where it leaves patterns on your nails i love it. 
ill try find a picture..........

My christmas was pretty rubbish :/ I was on my own most of the time watching tv.
Mom was working, Paul was upstairs as usual (moms bf) brothers... 1 was at pub, the other one
was at his mates house? :/ yes on christmas? sheeesh. We didnt have christmas dinner either until boxing day.
It just didnt feel like christmas, Presents were pretty crap to! LOL i sound so selfish.. mehh.

got money and was mento get some underwear and pjs uno the lil stuff you get stockin fillers. but i think i got 1 pair of pjs and 1 pair of socks, and cant remember what else lol.. we normaly have loads of lil stockin fillers, one big expensive present, then money. This year was just different.. everything was different..

Ive got  100 pounds left.. Need to get My bank card sorted and then i can start ordering stuff online.. Need to get sum laxies, and some water weight pills. and few pairs of motivation smaller sized jeans and maybe a few tops.. 

Got to spend 20 pound on a taxi tomorrow to go see adam, moms working.. and pauls just ... being paul?
I hate him. So thats. God 80 pound left. I need a job so badily!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway think thats all to report.. OHH
i have a new wii game EA sports active ( the first one) wanted to get the second one but that was 70 pound so thought id try the first one out first, and its brilliant. ive been on it like everyday this week, doing a 6 week challenge and extra other stuff like cardio work outs and etc. tells you how many cals burned and how long uv spent on there etc.. Would defo recomend it.. only 15 pound.      (My pound buttons broke btw so i ahve to keep typing it.. tehe)

Right im off to update on all you lovley peoples blogs!!
hope you have all had a fab xmas.
and hope you all have a great new year...


P.S  i think someone asked me a while ago
where i got my thinspo pics, mostily there from
:). enjoy

Saturday, 25 December 2010

Hold fast to dreams
For if dreams die
Life is a broken-winged bird
That cannot fly…
~Langston Hughs

Evening! fatty here. lol .....................

im sooo sorry, ive been such a shit person to follow atm.
but that will all change on monday :) im back and motivated more than ever. ohhh anddddd i have a boyfriend ;) he's amazing!
got me some gucci for xmas! tehe.

hope your all having a fab christmas.
& not worrying to much about what your intakes are,
its christmas after all right? once a year!? lol. yeah like that
makes a difference! Anyway,
just came on to say sorry, and i will be back soon, and Happy christmas! your all amazing..         xxx

Thursday, 16 December 2010


"I’d catch a grenade for ya 
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I’d jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya......"

Sorry i havent been posting much recently.
im a bad blogger! Maybe.. i just feel too guilty lol

Dont have anything to say today.